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July 2010
uhh. sure? xD
nope. :) the last time we hung out.. you ordered mango tapioca xD and your fb pitures kinda like this one
brittany
sometimes i wonder if the world hates me, you love me. sometimes i wonder if you are going to be there for me when i need it. sometimes i wonder when the whole world disappear, the only person left would be you. sometimes i wonder if you love me for me, even if i piss you off, even if i make you mad, even if we fight, even if we disagree, even if i’m not loveable, even if i don’t do things your way. sometimes i wonder what i mean to you. you tell me that if the world hates you, the most important thing that matters is if i love you or not.. doesn’t seem like it. sometimes i wonder do you realize how lucky you are to have me. sometimes i wonder if you realize the things that you are being fruastrated at is worth your anger. sometimes i wonder if you realize how soft-spoken i am around you. sometimes i wonder if you realize how patient i am around you. sometimes i wonder if you realize that i am hurt..that i am tired of hiding my tears to you and feelings. you tell me i don’t care about how you feel. look at me. sometimes a wonder if you realize that i love you more than you love me-even though i don’t show it. sometimes i wonder if you know that i am tired of forgiving and being nice. sometimes i wonder if the words you tell me will someday fade away..or would it last forever. sometimes i wonder if it would really be you who would wipe the tears off my face when i run out of tissue..cause i’m wiping off my own tears, but i’m not quick enough, cause as one dries, there’s more that falls down. sometimes i wonder if you appreciate the things i do for you and not ask for more. sometimes.. i wonder if your sorry’s really mean something, ro is it just for now and then continue to hurt me again. sometimes i wonder if i could trust you, cause you make it seem like you can’t trust me. sometimes i wonder if you know how you are making me feel..cause right now, i’m hurt, and i don’t even know how to describe this. sometimes i wonder if you realize how you are treating me..is it how you say you will in your blogs, or the other way around. sometimes i wonder if you are trying to find more friends..incase i leave you..which i am also tired of hearing. sometimes i wonder if you realize how much i hate when you doubt..about anything. i sometimes wonder many things..but mostly.. i sometimes wonder if you love me.. regaurdless..
i love how the tumblr “like” button is the shape of a heart <3 so when i click it, it’s like i LOVE it, not LIKE it <3 hehehehe :)
HEHEHEHE. no. 2 PM <3