So today Laura and I were talking and we’ve made this ‘contest/deal.’ The deal was that if one of us got a boyfriend before the other, they would lose. I’m not going to lose this one, (mainly because I’m forever unattractive and alone.) It has it advantages xD Considering we’re both so hard-headed about this, we’re not going to have boyfriends for a very, very long time…
my internet didn’t work o.o and so that means i haven’t been* on tumblr/facebook/aim for ONE WHOLE DAY.. i think. LOL.
okay.. carry on
LOL, thanks :)
I haven’t been able to put words into sentences
I haven’t been able to say the things I need to say
I wanted to do things I wanted to do
I wanted to do things, but I simply could not do
There are things I want to put on the table
It’s been hard to show what’s needed to be shown
I haven’t been myself.
I felt like another person.
This feeling has worsened.
I haven’t had anyone to talk about it.
I’ve been alone.
…Fuck it, I’m done.
you’re life is perfectly fine with or without me.
plus, i’ve learned to not put my pride before anything, especially if it was important.
i wasn’t the one the made us separated.